arms and he tells me to pull her towards me...I do and I look and say, "it's a girl!"
through tears, of course! I raise her to my chest and Greg dashes from over the doctor's shoulder to my side and I look at him and say, "Olivia Grace" and he nods and utters, "Olivia Grace!"Our baby who we've anxiously awaited 10 months for is here...and what a head of hair she has to boot!
It's been nearly 2 weeks since her birth and the love affair just continues to deepen. It seems like this moment is something I have been priming for my entire life and now it is here. This little precious girl looks into my eyes and I melt and am overwhelmed by the responsibility placed on me to provide her with everything necessary to live. It is a feeling like no other; wonderful, terrifying, peaceful and fulfilling.
A dear friend also told me that you also fall more in love with your partner during this time...at first I thought, "how sweet" and kind of brushed it off (sorry Trish). But then I watched Greg be enamored with Olivia and watched him care and dote over her and suddenly I got it...I was falling in love with him again. I also noticed we looked at each other differently--we were parents, we were partners, we were two that just made one...truly changes the perspective, I think. Greg has been wonderful both immediately after the birth until this day. He insists on being hands-on and takes the midnight/1am changing/feeding so I can get a couple of hours of deep sleep while he minds Olivia. I am blessed to have Greg and now Olivia in my life. Women do this on their own all the time and I have a couple of friends who are currently doing so...these women are having the same love affair as I and I think that is the most beautiful thing in the world! It takes a strong woman to go through the process of raising a child...Greg is the first to admit...if it were left to men, the end of civilization would already have occurred centuries ago.
Here's to Olivia Grace and all the wonderful mothers out there!

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